SO this one may be a little out there...
5am, and I'm up again, unable to fight the dreams that come in the night. But these aren't Fantasy filled slumbers of things that aren't real. These are a mix of the last months, years even. The vividness is uncanny. But while they remind me of past events, they are just skewed enough to be alarming.
Huge decisions have been made in the last year. And tonight I find myself awakened with the 'what ifs' of those decisions.
I have many regrets, but I don't think I would change anything. Just seeing them so clear but jaded is alarming.
What do they mean?
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